by TAMARA
Please don’t save me
You’re not the hero
Never there from the get go
The reason why I’ve been alone
Why I don’t want to live anymore
Don’t tell me you love me
Or ask why I never consulted you
Cause all that time I hoped that you
Would notice
I prayed that you’d hear my cries at night
Or asked if I felt alright
And be able to see my pain through my smiles
All of that fake love
I’m over it
If only you had tried to understand
But you pushed me then forced my hands
And I
Never meant to hurt nobody
But when you’ve got nobody on your team
You fight for yourself
And you never get help
Even with a good heart
I’ve made some people bleed
I wish I could take them back
And handle all of that with the right mindset
Having time not wasted
So don’t you dare try to save me
Cause when I was lost
You were sleep
Left me in my nightmares while you dreamed
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cover art by STELLA