by TAMARA
There ain’t never been
There ain’t ever been
Nothing wrong
With some real love
oo
Cause there ain’t never been
Where there’s plenty love
Cause there’s will in love
With the illest O
Cause that’s not your lover
But you’re not just friends
That’s like yo baby
But y’all ain’t no kin
You just gon love them
And that’s what it is
Y’all ain’t gon change up
Too tight for an end
Too tight for an end
by TAMARA
Maybe being alone is the easiest
Being at the weakest point
With no one to laugh and join
No one to grab and be pushed away
There isn’t anyone to let you down but yourself
They can’t judge you
by TAMARA
Please don’t save me
You’re not the hero
Never there from the get go
The reason why I’ve been alone
Why I don’t want to live anymore
Don’t tell me you love me
Or ask why I never consulted you
Cause all that time I hoped that you
Would notice
I prayed that you’d hear my cries at night
Or asked if I felt alright
And be able to see my pain through my smiles
All of that fake love
I’m over it
If only you had tried to understand
But you pushed me then forced my hands
And I
Never meant to hurt nobody
But when you’ve got nobody on your team
You fight for yourself
And you never get help
Even with a good heart
I’ve made some people bleed
I wish I could take them back
And handle all of that with the right mindset
Having time not wasted
So don’t you dare try to save me
Cause when I was lost
You were sleep
Left me in my nightmares while you dreamed
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cover art by STELLA
