Please don't save me


Please don’t save me

You’re not the hero

Never there from the get go

The reason why I’ve been alone

Why I don’t want to live anymore

Don’t tell me you love me

Or ask why I never consulted you

Cause all that time I hoped that you

Would notice

I prayed that you’d hear my cries at night

Or asked if I felt alright

And be able to see my pain through my smiles

All of that fake love

I’m over it

If only you had tried to understand

But you pushed me then forced my hands

And I

Never meant to hurt nobody

But when you’ve got nobody on your team

You fight for yourself

And you never get help

Even with a good heart

I’ve made some people bleed

I wish I could take them back

And handle all of that with the right mindset

Having time not wasted

So don’t you dare try to save me

Cause when I was lost

You were sleep

Left me in my nightmares while you dreamed


cover art by STELLA